Reflections

Its still dark outside everyone is not awake...and 2013 is starting to come to a close. As the year ends...reflections come flooding in. The Highs, the lows. What did I hope for, what did I not do, what do I want to change, what dreams come flooding in. Before the goals start being written, or big plans come flooding through. I learned a few things. I learned to say yes. Yes to things I would have never said yes to before, I went outside my comfort zone, and God moved. Moved drastically in my life. Moments I only dreamed of, became to be a reality, and my life became transformed.

In the midst of the yes moments, I said yes too a few too many things, just because you want to, and people ask things of you, doesn't mean the answer is yes. The yes can keep you too busy than you want to be, and all the yes's take you away from your purpose sometimes.

I learned to say Yes to things I didn't think I could. I learned I can say Yes. But I am choosing to say No. Not because its the only option but because I know my purpose for this season. Where my heart needs to be.

These last few months of the holiday season have been filled with so many moment makers, and its been so much fun, so heart warming. But these next few days, I just want to soak up the in-between. To turn my eyes and my plans to the Lord, and what is your heart for 2014 for me. You rocked our world and family this past year, but instead of trying to plan out our hearts desires in this sweet little life my heart aches for some stillness. That moment when you stop and take in your creator, and His enormous love for you.