The Fork in the Road

The dreams, the tears, the sleepless nights, the excitement, the blessings, the heart aches, the joy, the decisions.

These all have been me this past year. My life has come to a fork in the road. A little over a year ago I bought my embroidery machine with dreams of making cute little baby things...and then came Stinkin Cute Designs. I have had the most fun learning and growing. In the meantime my little toddlers have grown to a kindergartner and quite the "all boy" toddler. What seemed to just work for our family was changing and so was my heart. God is funny that way. As I seeing my dreams unfold before me, from a home to, my family, to a new venture he was working on me. He was softening my heart to something different. Though the balance of work and home, which I know is tough, I have been doing it. My life if going in a different direction. I don't know quite where this road leads, I don't know what each day will hold, I don't know alot of things. Which is hard. Really hard. I like to plan 1 year out at a time. But what I do know...is My Jesus loves me. He directing me and blessing me even though I don't deserve it.

So now the fork in the road is leading me away from a job that I have had for over 8 years, to be home with my kids and sew from home. A life I never thought I would have, but am excited for the memories we will make, the fun times to be had, and the chance to be where God is calling me to be. I can't even begin to explain how hard this is. But I know that God is in control, and he knows better than I do what is best, right, true and amazing. So I am going to follow. I will greatly miss all my friends and co-workers. I will miss the fun moments, success moments, the great times at work, some Joe's Steak that anyone would die for.

This journey is a fun one, with surprises when you least expect it.

Walking by Faith & Trusting!